Wai Keanobi

3 more mnths to ORD..Wow..that was fast…been servin ns for 1yr n 7 mnths nw..Gone through thick n thin, hardship n sufferin all this while..Lotsa stuff happened when i m servin.luckily there’s my other “bunkers” that help me n make me feel better…Gonna miss all of them when i ORD..Espicially my bunkmates…”The Eh Sai Bunkers”..haha got that name from other bunkers coz our bunk are rugged n tough..Any detail or attachment ain;t nutin to us. We stick to each in fun n hardship.But the one that is close to me is Sha @ “Mat Rempit” n Kaz @ “Masai”.Nw i believe that what people say abt havin relationship while u r in camp ain’t easy..Ya Gf should realli understand you as a NSF n not a regular person anymore..Coz u tend to spent less tyme with then thus coz of that they tend to think that u had another person or juz dn’t bother abt them anymore. Due to that they tend to ask 4 a breakup with e reason that u ain’t no care n concern abt them anymore or the most lame one is that u gotta other girl…Basically they don’t understand that you r servin n due to that u got to listen to orders…Basically 4 me, my ex gf that i had been with for almost 2yrs juz left me lyke that…i cn’t believe that she can wait for me while i juz got enlisted n y nt when i m servin my duty for the rest of 1yr 10mths..Sumtymes i fee juz lyke cryin coz it hurts me alot…luvin n havin that particular person in ya heart ain’t easy for u to let the memory n fellings go..she left with another guy juz bcoz i was on attachment for a mnths outfield n she thought i was avoiding her n was havin fun…thus she make her dicision to go with this guy which she merely knw for a week, gt attached n gt engage…Nw 3 more mnths b4 i ORD i gt to knw that she goin to gt married with that guy….How much more hurtful it can get seein a person that u cared,concerned n luv most tend to marry someone else…i juz feel betrayed most of the tyme when i think abt her n wat she had done…i lost faith in havin relationship,