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Haiz…..keadaan nenek ku semakin tenat. Sayu hatiku melihat nenek tadi di hospital. Aku menahan kesedihan n airmata. Melihat wajah nenek yg lesu tk bermaya. Matanye berair, seolah2 dia sedang menangis. Menangis melihat anak dan cucunya berada sekelilinginya. Atau dia tahu ajalnya hampir tiba. Tadi bila aku merenung wajahnya, aku teringat waktu aku kecil. Semasa kecil nenek lah yg menjadi tempat aku beradu nasib dah kasih syg. Nenek jugalah mengajarku menjadi insan yg berdikari. Masih ku teringat bagai mana nenek memarahi dan memukul aku apabila aku membuat sesuatu yg salah. Aku sering tetawa sendiri bila meningatkannya…berapa degilnya aku. Nenek harus kejar ku sekeliling rumah dan apabila nenek dapat menangkap ku, sudah tentu aku akan diajar dgn cukup..Tapi kini bila aku melihat nenek terlantar dikatil hospital, aku tergamam dan tidak tahu apa yg dpt ku buat. Aku hanya dapat berdoa agar nenek pulih seperti semula kala. Aku ingin melihat nenek senyum dgn gembira….

i m so sorri for wat had happened ..i didn’t mean to hurt u or yur feelin..it juz that i nt bein comfortable with yur parents nt agreein to our r/s. Secondly i tried my best to like n luv u as how i m with my x but i can’t..

its hard for me to xplain everything to u n it hard for me to give myself a second chance…after bein hurt deeply, nw i got no courage to have any relationship..i try givin u e chance but i think that i woulden’t be fair for me to make a fool out of u …i woulden’t that to happened..

sumtimes i juz pissed off n angry with myself..y suddenly i got this feelin nt liking to have any r/s..i myself can’t understand myself..so how m i gonna xplaine it too u ..eventhough we r no longer together, we can still be frens n i promise that i will never forget abt u n u have a special place in my heart….

Finally i m cured at last …

It had been almost a month since i stayed home coz of my chickenpox..Luckily i is over in no tyme..or else i gonna be bored to death at home …My comp become my best buddy coz most of my buddy are afraid to come n visit me.I m pissed off when some of my fren disturbed me for havin chickenpox at this age …Geee …asif i m e one who wanted to have it.Due to that i gotta loads n loads of skool project to finished up…It sucks man when u went to skool n ended up rushin all yur projectwerk to be handed in on tyme..It realli sucks to be sick ….don’t think abt e MC…..juz think of e workload that u gotta finished up…Juz imagine have a sickness after another….Havin a high fever at first then u gotta a flu then yur back aches then lastly a chickenpox…..dosen’t that makes u feel awful ….when u r fine yur fren tend nt to go near u coz they r scared of gettin chickenpox n they tend nt to be closed to u …Argh…..Its sucks man ….

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