Wai Keanobi

Got my driving licence n a chevrolet..went to queensway with my frens n saw my ex sis, but i think she dn’t remember me …hmmm…went to pick my fren up again at bugis coz e road to marina was closed..but luckily we made it on tyme to pick him up..Mit one of my close buddies at costa sands n decide to chill out somewhere near zouk n had our supper at Spize..gotta lottsa hot babes but none interest me…haha..then nxt stp we went to chillout at east coast park…after a few hrs we got board so we decided to go for a spin …haha almost caught with the speed trap camera..phew…that was close..become much more crazy that we race at orchard rd…jee…that was sure crazy n thrillin …can’t wait for the nxt outin …gonna planned for a much more interestin one…

3 more mnths to ORD..Wow..that was fast…been servin ns for 1yr n 7 mnths nw..Gone through thick n thin, hardship n sufferin all this while..Lotsa stuff happened when i m servin.luckily there’s my other “bunkers” that help me n make me feel better…Gonna miss all of them when i ORD..Espicially my bunkmates…”The Eh Sai Bunkers”..haha got that name from other bunkers coz our bunk are rugged n tough..Any detail or attachment ain;t nutin to us. We stick to each in fun n hardship.But the one that is close to me is Sha @ “Mat Rempit” n Kaz @ “Masai”.Nw i believe that what people say abt havin relationship while u r in camp ain’t easy..Ya Gf should realli understand you as a NSF n not a regular person anymore..Coz u tend to spent less tyme with then thus coz of that they tend to think that u had another person or juz dn’t bother abt them anymore. Due to that they tend to ask 4 a breakup with e reason that u ain’t no care n concern abt them anymore or the most lame one is that u gotta other girl…Basically they don’t understand that you r servin n due to that u got to listen to orders…Basically 4 me, my ex gf that i had been with for almost 2yrs juz left me lyke that…i cn’t believe that she can wait for me while i juz got enlisted n y nt when i m servin my duty for the rest of 1yr 10mths..Sumtymes i fee juz lyke cryin coz it hurts me alot…luvin n havin that particular person in ya heart ain’t easy for u to let the memory n fellings go..she left with another guy juz bcoz i was on attachment for a mnths outfield n she thought i was avoiding her n was havin fun…thus she make her dicision to go with this guy which she merely knw for a week, gt attached n gt engage…Nw 3 more mnths b4 i ORD i gt to knw that she goin to gt married with that guy….How much more hurtful it can get seein a person that u cared,concerned n luv most tend to marry someone else…i juz feel betrayed most of the tyme when i think abt her n wat she had done…i lost faith in havin relationship,

Been quite a long tyme since i stop updatin ma blog…asif it had been ages..
As tyme passed, many things had happened…Good,bad, ups n dwns..
Get to knw n meet lotsa ppl but as they say ppl come n goes…
I noticed that i maself slowly had startin to change i some ways..
I maself can’t explained..In Lyfe i don’t understand gerls n wat they want..
I try givin everytin to them includin ma lyfe but at e end i m e one that was said to me havin too much ego, emo n lie..
I just can’t explain to them how diff i think n how diff eway i acted..
Ppl may tend to say that i think nagative abt all things …thy dislike e way i talk n thy always say that i wanna scold them ..
Its juz e way that i used to talk..its e normal way i talk to everyone….Ppl ask me to follow wat thy say n advice but thy did to me wat thy told me nt to do …nw m i being treated fairly or nt?
How i wish that theres ppl that can realli understand me in n out…Hw wonderful is lyfe is there a person that think n act juz e same as me….

Today i m f**kin tired n pissed off with mua t’cher that is fcukin irritatin. Gotta nutin better to do then to go ard n keep tellin wat that we supposed to do n kept repeatin e same stuff most of e tyme..When we were abt to do our stuff he then gonna called e whole class to e front n says that he wanna show us some stuff.Thanks to him we gotta lotsa n lotsa project to finished up ..The main prob abt him is that he gave us e deadline n xpect us to finish it up but he was also e one that kept stoppin us from finishin our werk…Juzz feel like shootin him on e head so that he cn stp disturbin e whole class n let us do our stuff …

Haiz…..keadaan nenek ku semakin tenat. Sayu hatiku melihat nenek tadi di hospital. Aku menahan kesedihan n airmata. Melihat wajah nenek yg lesu tk bermaya. Matanye berair, seolah2 dia sedang menangis. Menangis melihat anak dan cucunya berada sekelilinginya. Atau dia tahu ajalnya hampir tiba. Tadi bila aku merenung wajahnya, aku teringat waktu aku kecil. Semasa kecil nenek lah yg menjadi tempat aku beradu nasib dah kasih syg. Nenek jugalah mengajarku menjadi insan yg berdikari. Masih ku teringat bagai mana nenek memarahi dan memukul aku apabila aku membuat sesuatu yg salah. Aku sering tetawa sendiri bila meningatkannya…berapa degilnya aku. Nenek harus kejar ku sekeliling rumah dan apabila nenek dapat menangkap ku, sudah tentu aku akan diajar dgn cukup..Tapi kini bila aku melihat nenek terlantar dikatil hospital, aku tergamam dan tidak tahu apa yg dpt ku buat. Aku hanya dapat berdoa agar nenek pulih seperti semula kala. Aku ingin melihat nenek senyum dgn gembira….

i m so sorri for wat had happened ..i didn’t mean to hurt u or yur feelin..it juz that i nt bein comfortable with yur parents nt agreein to our r/s. Secondly i tried my best to like n luv u as how i m with my x but i can’t..

its hard for me to xplain everything to u n it hard for me to give myself a second chance…after bein hurt deeply, nw i got no courage to have any relationship..i try givin u e chance but i think that i woulden’t be fair for me to make a fool out of u …i woulden’t that to happened..

sumtimes i juz pissed off n angry with myself..y suddenly i got this feelin nt liking to have any r/s..i myself can’t understand myself..so how m i gonna xplaine it too u ..eventhough we r no longer together, we can still be frens n i promise that i will never forget abt u n u have a special place in my heart….

Finally i m cured at last …

It had been almost a month since i stayed home coz of my chickenpox..Luckily i is over in no tyme..or else i gonna be bored to death at home …My comp become my best buddy coz most of my buddy are afraid to come n visit me.I m pissed off when some of my fren disturbed me for havin chickenpox at this age …Geee …asif i m e one who wanted to have it.Due to that i gotta loads n loads of skool project to finished up…It sucks man when u went to skool n ended up rushin all yur projectwerk to be handed in on tyme..It realli sucks to be sick ….don’t think abt e MC…..juz think of e workload that u gotta finished up…Juz imagine have a sickness after another….Havin a high fever at first then u gotta a flu then yur back aches then lastly a chickenpox…..dosen’t that makes u feel awful ….when u r fine yur fren tend nt to go near u coz they r scared of gettin chickenpox n they tend nt to be closed to u …Argh…..Its sucks man ….

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